No time for Audio today. Check back in a few days. My voice is shot and crackling really bad.
So how do you respond when angered? Can you respond with love at all times? With all honesty we should say: No, but we want too.
Responding with love in any situation may be hard, especially for me.
My parents divorced when I was 3 yrs old. I learned lots of lessons from that divorce. How to FIGHT and do it unfairly. It was a lesson that I carry with me to this day.
Which may explain why my wife left me this week. She had had enough of my poor behavior and inability to express my moods and feelings, with out anger and abuse behavior.
So now I am waiting to find out what will become of us, my wife is a very special person, with a large heart. If there is any chance to make our marriage work, it will depend on her big heart and my willingness to seek help, which is not that easy for me to do.
If we can’t love each other are we really human? Can a person undo pain? Can they truly repent? Repent - to turn from and go a different direction.
I pray that it is possible for me, and for others. I pray for strength and forgiveness.
